I've been a bit bummed about the upcoming holidays. To be honest, I was hoping they'd go by unnoticed and that we could just forget that they even exist. Facing this holiday season with Bill in Afghanistan and the knowledge that the boys and I are "stuck" in Texas alone really seemed to suck all the spirit out of the entire season.
Then I got sick.
It was through the illness that I got the little kick that I needed to quit being so ingrateful and thankless.
God reminded me that He never gives us more than we can endure. I was so sick and barely able to make it to the bathroom and yet somehow I could muster the last ounce of energy I had to get the boys' basic needs taken care of without them suffering, too. He carried me through this 48 hour period. I survived to tell about it.
Just as I endured the illness, I will get through this holiday season. The boys and I will be just fine and way better off than most. We have a roof over our head, food to eat and the love of friends and family. We have so much to be thankful for and we have many reasons to celebrate. It might not be the way that we would have planned it had circumstances been different, but it can still be lovely.
Happy Thanksgiving!
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13 years ago